Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be, Alone Those days are gone, and I want you so much The night is long and I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be, Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? Bridge: Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time Everything's changed, we never knew How did I fall, in love, with you?

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everything seems to be a lie.
or maybe not. maybe its just that you havent told the whole story.

today felt like starting everything all over again.
felt so hopeless at putting things back together, or just couldnt be bothered.
afterall, it was just a lie.
afterall, it didnt worth it.

it didnt worth it to shed tears.
it didnt worth it to smile, or had any emotions because of you.

afterall, you didnt tell the truth.
and all i found in you were lies, disappointments, hopelessness and tears.
you turned my world into greyness, for a long time, for like over two years.

theres frustrations, anger, disappointments as well as unbelieveably when i heard, and proved the news.
however at the same time, i couldnt find myself crying, or upsetting.
maybe its because i knew it? i just knew what the ending would be like.

one of my friends asked what i saw in him. to be honest, i had no idea what i found in him.
the humourous, maybe, and probably is.
now it got even more humourous, like a joke someone put on me.

i could just see the difference of how he treated me and her.
the way he said things to her was just so...loving?

when i first heard it i seriously had no feeling for it, maybe it was because i didnt believe it...
but now i had to believe.

what i see in myself now is the hope. the hope of getting someone way better...and just being there for me...
and now i know...
it didnt worth it..

i didnt regret because i really did learn love from this relationship although it might not make much differences in his life.

after all, it is time to live a better life.
my past was such a dry, dull moment but i'll let it pass.

i wouldnt blame on him. because after all, i let myself fell in love without knowing this person...
if i had to blame i'll need to blame myself.

so...no more about him.
and after all, i dont even want to be close friends with this person anymore.
not because he hurted me but because i wouldnt trust him anymore...

再見, 不再見, 你的存在已經對我來說, 不重要了.

and um...moving to another subject.

so i was quite sucessful at taking off like 5kgs last week but over the past three days gained all the weight again. =.=
man...i ate like a pig and didnt stop.
really need to have some more self control. ><
and not letting food and temptation taking over my life and weight, of course. xDD

this week is gona be busy. need to finish all outcome task and start learning things for the year. ^^

skools in two weeks.
so quick lah.

and um...chinese new year =]
this weekend im gona help =]
its gona be great fun i reckon since some church friends are over there. ^^

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 筱雨TOMORROW!!!
I LOVE YOU xx

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