Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be, Alone Those days are gone, and I want you so much The night is long and I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be, Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? Bridge: Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time Everything's changed, we never knew How did I fall, in love, with you?

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是啦. 謊言就在我們的生活裡.
你說 我們永遠是好朋友 那麼 為甚麼現在見到我也不跟我打一聲招呼呢?
現在覺得是現實很殘酷....讓我們難過
可以怎麼做? 可以怎麼辦?


生氣了嗎?
為甚麼? 我真的沒有出賣你的.





上網時候看到了一個帖子, 覺得上面寫得東西也挺對的.

放棄

放棄,
只因為愛得太深.
愛太深
才對自己沒有把握.
要用放棄做賭注.
輸了
只因對方不夠愛你....


也許 從另外一個角度看


放棄 是一種祝福

放棄 是讓自己更懂愛 找一個更好的人

那麼想放棄 那麼想讓自己自由

但是 最終 卻是讓自己愈來愈沈重

所以 說了這麼多的話 做了這麼多的約定
到了最後 才發現 做不到

我不相信 真的不相信 自己還愛著他...
現在這種感覺 連我自己都搞不懂是甚麼狀況


seriously i cant write this anymore. everytime i typed something it seems more fake. the family is so plain and boring, we didnt even share memories together. how long havent we gone out? how long havent we laugh together? everyday i have to be scared cos i dont know when are you gona brust ur anger out. i duno how to communicate properly with you. just a simply sentence saying something like "hows ur day? i love you!" can be so hard. i get so frustrated when i know im trying to suppress my anger and worries and fear. when have you become so scary? that i dont even wana talk to you...is this a dysfunctional family? that we're all scared of you... not knowing how to talk to you? im not telling anyone my problems and feelings, shunning the family away. all i can think of now is ur expectations, what is that you want me to be, and all the pressure that is placed on me. why did you never apperciate me and encourage me for what im doing? you dont know how scary you are...never knowing when you'll get angry...or be happy. altthough you dont hit me as other father might do, but i know that your words are mightier than a sword. you didnt punish me physically but metally and emotionally. why have we not yet done anything together? why are we still not united? i can feel this distacne between us...between me, sis, father and mother, you'are always so up above, that i duno how to talk you about my problems. whenever i tried in my early youths, all you guys do is shwoing that you dont care. all that you care is my ENTER and how well i do at school. never felt loved by parents. what am i even talking about? how come having conversations about family and talking about my family has became so upsetting and hard? im jealous of those who have a warm family where their parents will just being there for them no matter what happens. the longing and craving for a family...hits me again and again...how manytimes have i tried to find a place i belong? how manytimes have i tried to build a home and find love? the feeling of never being loved comes across my mind nowadays, no matter where i go, what i do, i still have this strong feeling of not knowing what to do, trying to find my identity and trying to boast my self esteem. its so hard!! its just so hard!! i wana find someone to talk to but not knowing who i can talk to. i duno what is happening in my life. im such a failure in life............not konwing how to live my life to the full...always trying to find identity and encouragement from home. home, what a word. family, such an unrealistic noun for me.

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