Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be, Alone Those days are gone, and I want you so much The night is long and I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be, Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? Bridge: Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time Everything's changed, we never knew How did I fall, in love, with you?

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that post made me think alot;,.does that mean im that person, or is it only my wrong assumption? *sigh* it must be me thinking too much. im sure its not that easy to ____ _ ______.

read something really interesting today. about growth. this is all from english. atm reading the doll's house.
*personal growth only occurs when we start to seek for oneself.
*there's two selves to us. one is the self we want people to see, where we try hard to gain appreciation from others. the other one is our inner self, where we dont even want to see it. one reason that we dont want people to see our innerself is that we are afraid they wont accept us, add onto that, it is because we dont want to face our inner self. we are too scared to face the truth.

theres some more but i forgot. and its pretty true to some degree. i guess.

so maybe after all, im scared to face people around me. im scared that one day my existence wont matter to them. maybe thats why i was depressed.

when i thought i found happiness, it disappeared after a split second, and more problems were added to me.

life can be dull sometimes.

//today im much happier. but you came along, and destroyed me. i told myself to get over it. i warned myself that im not to feel anything for him anymore.

epic fail.

my heart beat was so fast when i saw you. mixture feeling of love, hate, regret and pain. ive never felt so complex before. this is worse than before. i could feel that hole in my heart. i want to run away from you, never have to see you again. i wished i never known you.

you petted her head, the way you used to pet me. all of a sudden i stop talking. i was being so self conscious. i dont want to expose myself to you. your action made me think alot. maybe after all, everything, everythings not true. maybe, you had no one to play with, thats why you decided to do this. everything to you was just a game. none of the things you said were true. it was more of a generous solace you given. and thats why you never paid attention to me. im nothing to you but a toy! i failed. i failed to see who you really are. i thought you could love me the way i loved you. i thought the lies you told were truly from your heart.

forgiving is not forgetting. but sometimes i wished i can forget everything. i wish i can start everything all over again. now that its broken, and i must find something, and somehow, manage to mend it back together. maybe not possible atm, but, i still have to try.

im sick of being so careful, so scared that people would hurt me. my way of thinking change. i hate the way im changing. how i used to trust people 100% while now i cannot do that again. i measure people, and withdraw from those having different values with me. i have to stop being cynical about life. i must find my passion and my worth!

growing is such a hard thing. especially when theres nothing left to keep you going. all you have is urself and you lost the ability to appreciate oneself.

still trying. i want to be so under pressure that im going to cry, and have a new start.

but i guess after all, its me making the decision, whether to let go or not.

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