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  • Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be, Alone Those days are gone, and I want you so much The night is long and I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be, Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? Bridge: Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time Everything's changed, we never knew How did I fall, in love, with you?

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    .2010年3月25日 星期四 ' ♥
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    there are just so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh to do. yet so little time to finish. 3=
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    recently so many things happened. i dont know why. but seems like these things, the same events, the same thing said, tend to reoccur every two months. im just so sick of what is happening to me. im sick of everything. i dont wana hear your lies anymore. saying that you care and all that, but always hurt me in the worst possible way.


    my fault too. and im sorry. i know im always so selfish, trying to make you the way i want you to be. im sorry. really, i am really sorry. i know i shouldnt expect so much from you. expecting things mean im care and that you mean much to me.


    you do mean something to me, more than a friend, even if you didnt realise. but i just dont think this is going to work. i mean, not that you didnt try hard. but its just that, i realised people with different values and beliefs could never last long and are never meant to be together. things might change in the future. but there is nothing we can be ascertain of. you cannot make a promise that you can love me forever, and i dont believe that with someone like you the relationship is going to work. its just that we have different views on things and that our personalities are so different...and it is just not going to work.


    plus. i no longer believe that young relationships can last long. maybe they can. but its just that i dont believe and i wont believe anymore. you are pushing things too hard, too fast. this is way too much for us to cope with.


    im sorry. and im angry with you.
    i cant pretend that im so forgiving anymore. we tend to hurt those we are close with. and i agree.


    its just wat you said on wednesday hurt me, but its also that, after all things we've been through, and all these times when trust are broken, i dont think i can cope with this fake friendship anymore. im grateful that you were there when i need you. but im just angry at you. i dont know why you have to be so close, declaring your love but never prove it. your making things so complicated. we could have been friends. but you just have to draw near, and saying watever you can to hurt me as much as possible so that i can rely on you.


    this is just not what love is. not even friendship.


    you might care for me more than anyone else on this earth, but you just have to use the most hurtful way to express it. and i mean what i said before. i dont hate you or anything. its just that im angry at you and i dont wana see you anymore. its not that im avoiding you or anything. and stop telling people how upset you are because this is what you've done and you should face the consequences! just because you like someone and you get hurt by her, it doesnt mean you can blame everything on her. think about what you've done to me, how many times you destroyed this faith i have, and the times when you destroy this friendship we have. the times you betrayed me, you chose to ignore me. all these times! where were you? do you ever think about how i feel when you say these things? when you complain about me to the people im trying to avoid the most, do you think you were actually doing the right thing?


    dont wrap your lies with all these candy and sugar and coated chocolate. i dont wana hear them anymore because i begin to understand who you really are. well, at least this is what you've proven to me.


    stop thinking that your so innocent and that im hurting you all the time. i got angry at you and everytime i chose to forgive, because i truly think that you didnt do it on purpose. but after all these times, do you think i will still believe all these lies, that you didnt mean to do all these things?


    i will forgive. but i can never act like nothing happened anymore. i dont wana be so close with you anymore. i mean, you are still a friend, but what more can you be than a friend? dont expect anyone to trust you. because you didnt prove yourself. you never proved yourself that you are trust worthy. what right do you have to say that you are hurt by someone?


    right now. i just want to let go. i just dont wana hate you or have to deal with you anymore.
    i wana distance myself from you.


    this is it. there is no need to say sorry or to apologise what youve done wrong.
    we hurt each other in a way anyway.

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