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HOW DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU
Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be, Alone Those days are gone, and I want you so much The night is long and I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be, Alone tonight chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? Bridge: Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life chorus: What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? What can I do, to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time Everything's changed, we never knew How did I fall, in love, with you?
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.2010年3月25日 星期四 ' ♥
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there are just so
muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
to do. yet so little time to finish. 3=
just tell me how much i really hate about my life! T^T
recently so many things happened. i
dont
know why. but seems like these things, the same events, the same thing said, tend to reoccur every two months.
im
just so sick of what is happening to me.
im
sick of everything. i
dont
wana
hear your lies anymore. saying that you care and all that, but always hurt me in the worst possible way.
my fault too. and
im
sorry. i know
im
always so selfish, trying to make you the way i want you to be.
im
sorry. really, i am really sorry. i know i
shouldnt
expect so much from you. expecting things mean
im
care and that you mean much to me.
you do mean something to me, more than a friend, even if you
didnt
realise. but i just
dont
think this is going to work. i mean, not that you
didnt
try hard. but its just that, i realised people with different values and beliefs could never last long and are never meant to be together. things might change in the future. but there is nothing we can be ascertain of. you cannot make a promise that you can love me forever, and i
dont
believe that with someone like you the relationship is going to work. its just that we have different views on things and that our personalities are so different...and it is just not going to work.
plus. i no longer believe that young relationships can last long. maybe they can. but its just that i
dont
believe and i wont believe anymore. you are pushing things too hard, too fast. this is way too much for us to cope with.
im
sorry. and
im
angry with you.
i cant pretend that
im
so forgiving anymore. we tend to hurt those we are close with. and i agree.
its just
wat
you said on
wednesday
hurt me, but its also that, after all things we've been through, and all these times when trust are broken, i
dont
think i can cope with this fake friendship anymore.
im
grateful that you were there when i need you. but
im
just angry at you. i
dont
know why you have to be so close, declaring your love but never prove it. your making things so complicated. we could have been friends. but you just have to draw near, and saying
watever
you can to hurt me as much as possible so that i can rely on you.
this is just not what love is. not even friendship.
you might care for me more than anyone else on this earth, but you just have to use the most hurtful way to express it. and i mean what i said before. i
dont
hate you or anything. its just that
im
angry at you and i
dont
wana
see you anymore. its not that
im
avoiding you or anything. and stop telling people how upset you are because this is what you've done and you should face the consequences! just because you like someone and you get hurt by her, it
doesnt
mean you can blame everything on her. think about what you've done to me, how many times you destroyed this faith i have, and the times when you destroy this friendship we have. the times you betrayed me, you chose to ignore me. all these times! where were you? do you ever think about how i feel when you say these things? when you complain about me to the people
im
trying to avoid the most, do you think you were actually doing the right thing?
dont
wrap your lies with all these candy and sugar and coated chocolate. i
dont
wana
hear them anymore because i begin to understand who you really are. well, at least this is what you've proven to me.
stop thinking that your so innocent and that
im
hurting you all the time. i got angry at you and
everytime
i chose to forgive, because i truly think that you
didnt
do it on purpose. but after all these times, do you think i will still believe all these lies, that you
didnt
mean to do all these things?
i will forgive. but i can never act like nothing happened anymore. i
dont
wana
be so close with you anymore. i mean, you are still a friend, but what more can you be than a friend?
dont
expect anyone to trust you. because you
didnt
prove yourself. you never proved yourself that you are trust worthy. what right do you have to say that you are hurt by someone?
right now. i just want to let go. i just
dont
wana
hate you or have to deal with you anymore.
i
wana
distance myself from you.
this is it. there is no need to say sorry or to apologise what youve done wrong.
we hurt each other in a way anyway.
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